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I am really quick with desicions. Its like this:

Rookie1: Sanjay can I do...,
Me (not waiting for him to finish): No; you will have to...

Thats correct my mind is typically made up in a few nano seconds. Once done with I prefer to occupy myself with stuff thats less taxing like blogging. This unique abilitiy I am told I have developed because of the unique way in which the circuits are arranged in the gizmo I call my brain. It manages to convert virtually everything to a binary, and making a descision is really easy after that.

Every now and then though life throws up these twisters in my path. And clear as it ought to be I find myself flummoxed and gropping around.

Let us examine the curious case that has been occupying my mind of late. 4 years with my partner and one could be excused for thinking that we were made for each other. One lifetime probably wasnt enough. Nothing I swore, could ever tear us apart. It was probably too good to last though. While externally everthing seemed hunky dory the cracks had started to make themselves evident on the inside.

Earnest as I was, I am afraid the pragmatic part of me couldnt help but plot about the seperation. The 'other' dame seemed so much more like the one I envisaged myself with. The far fetched fantasies kept getting more and more frequent. So much so that the distant throbbing now began to manifest itself into a spectre that I just cant shake. Everywhere I find myself looking for her. Here and there she appears and while I earlier stole glances from the corner of my eye, I confess to blatently staring now a days. Unabashed it seems. Should I propose, is the Q thats been haunting me. Looking at her majesty has made someone as confident as me wonder. Will she accept? The looks that we exchange certainly makes me feel that the chemistry is there. But for Gods sake just look at her. Is she high maintainence? Honestly dont think I care.

Logic, it could be the death of me.... yet. There are a lot of fish in the ocean lad, it reached out and said. Why this strange obsession with this one? Its not as if I have ever been exclusive, so with all my adventures behind me I should know better....right? This is what lead me to explore the options. In this day and age of the internet finding willing candidates was the least of my challenges. Literally falling out of the screen. Its filtering that takes time. If I show interest I make it a point to interact online, make some telephonic enquiries and meet if it arouses any interest at all. There is nothing like personal contact. A closer inspection reveals much to the trained eye. If there is more than meets the eye delve further. Look beyond the curves is my motto (tough in this competitive world this).

C is too old fashioned for my liking. Everything else about her is quite charming and very very immaculate. Something about those lines that keep me interested.

S turned up out of the blue last month. I never thought I would fall for her. Everthing seems purrrrfect. That never worked for me. Not what I would call a beauty either.

A looks the best of the lot. But what else do I know about her? Still reading her and will get back to you folks.

V seemed like the best choice. But a compromise afterall.

The other S was also in contention. I have spent quite a few days with her. But she is way to big and will have to loose weight to appeal to me. Good for one night stands though.

That brings me back to the original. Perhaps if I wait a bit we could get together...

So girls....still waiting!

Key:
The fair maiden: Hoda Civic
Other S: Scorpio
V: Verna
A: Aveo
S: SX4
C: City V-tec